Yeah!

My last final is on Monday. On Tuesday I will be waking up around 4am to get in line outside at the Midland College Technical building on Cuthbert. At 7am they will open the doors and I will be able to register to get my CNA.

I am so ready for my classes to be over this semester. I know that when I stress, I tend to crave sugar/carbs/fat. I also tend to get depressed and mad at myself when I deny myself a workout. Tomorrow morning at 11:45am there will be an RPM class at the Midland YMCA. I'm going to take it.

Right now, I am going to write some papers for my psychology class - I've been putting this class off until I can't put it off anymore. No joke. It's a bad idea to procrastinate.

I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!

Let Down

Well, I have let myself down again.

It's too hard.
I don't want to.
I'm too fat.
I'll go to the gym tomorrow. Then tomorrow I say the same thing.
It will take too long to get in shape.
It's going to take a lot of work to get where I was 4 months ago.
I will have to make a meal plan.
I can't believe I let myself get this fat.
I'm back where I was before I started working out.

I have a problem. I beat myself up mentally which is NOT good. I lose all motivation then I beat myself up for not even going on a walk.

I'll put on my workout clothes to go to the gym then something steals my attention and what do you know, 3 hours later I haven't moved from the computer.

I was going to post pictures of myself on the 21st, but have decided against that as I have not lost weight, but actually gained even more.


I don't know where to get started. So much for inspiration for other people. I think I've let y'all down.

I'll be back.